Yours to be.

That day back then,
I had promised myself
that I won’t lose myself over loving someone ever again..
but each time I’d look at you
I question my decision over and over again.
I won’t fall,
I was not sure you’d be there to hold me
This day I wonder,
For how long have you been weighing it down
With your love for my pain.

You won’t stay, I thought
All I awaited was the moment you’d give up and leave..
Today it lingers
The fading memory of when u joined me in my journey
I kept walking ahead
Never wanted to turn back
Afraid u would have already left
And when I open my eyes admist the storm
I found out
You were leading my way

The flame,
It never touched me
Flowing were you like a river
The cold, it never hurt me
Burning were you when I’d shiver

All thorns in your chest
All ashes in your eyes
When I bend down to kiss your wounds
I knew I had lost mine…

Whatever the pain that was yours
Was now mine too
I didn’t care how much would it hurt
To be someone’s again
I knew there was no going back
Whether I live or I die
I didn’t know
That you’d make me fly…

the right amount of sunshine
And just a little bit of rain
It was dawn already
a sort of extinguishing flame
Your arms and a warm embrace
And I knew I was home again..