Unexplained

A dream that got lost in the fire of your agony.
Your anguish,
And yet my symphony..

You lose and I would lose with you,
For your victory, I would surrender on a lie.
For your love I had lived
For your life I’d die…

In your love, I smiled
With your pain, I’ve bled
For you to be happy, I gave away
That one hope, my only shed..

You said I’am a ‘part’ of you
Even when we’ll be apart..
Tell me on this account,
What should I take you as ?
A warrior or a thief announced

Tell me what should I do
With the traces of yourself
That ‘you’ left in me..
Kill them all or burn alive ?

To all the wounds that demanded
Only a presence, your life
For all the sacrifices that asked for
Only a smile..

I’am not hurt you left
I’am still shook
You betrayed..

I sure wanted you to know
What is it like to live for yourself
But a life at the cost of someone’s death
Is not what I had ever expected from you..

You never failed me,
But I did myself..
Each time you asked if I would quit
I wish I had told you
I could see your betrayal coming…

For once, my dear companion
I wish you had me wrong…
No matter how heavy the reason
You had to leave..
I wish for once
You’d know how it feels to live
For the one you know will quit
For the one you know will never come back…

I wish you’d know what it feels like
To love,
The one who was never yours..
And will never either be…

For a fate you knew is destined
That brings a heart that will never be able to trust again..
Eyes that await nothing,
And a love I could never explain..