Life isn’t beautiful
It’s just darkness all around
You smile for a while
Every time its taken away
You try to be happy
Right beside there sadness lays
You hold it, you lie down
You don’t even consider getting up now
Lying down there is comfortable
Being buried down under is not frightening anymore
You trust, you’re betrayed
You love, you’re heartbroken next
You think life will change
No it won’t
The cost of being strong
Is being hurt every other time
You cry yourself to sleep at night
You bleed without a cut in plight
You get up, you fall down
You thought you were lucky
At the one thing that happened right
Lying behind are a million lies
You told yourself
Things were never so bright
It’s a mirage you’ve created
For the desert of pain won’t let you live
You’re getting closer to it
The myth is broken
The last thread of illusion
you’ve been holding on to
Is now loose
You don’t have the strength
To hold on to it anymore
To see life eye to eye
Is exhausting now
Fighting this battle
Is invain somehow
No sign of victory
No reason to win
It’s just darkness all around
The finer taste of Life 