Bumped upon few of your letters
Even for a moment, felt I was loved just by reading it
cz you might certainly not know but it’s pretty lonely here..
in my heart for the past few years
And frighteningly so but your love still echoes in my heart and I long for it on some days like this..nothing new about it now I’m sure..
Not written for the past few years,
my heart feels empty..
nothing ignites a spark
nothing aches my soul..
what do I write if not letters to you..
the ones you’ll never read..
the ones upon which I’ll be mocked upon to have been stuck on for so long..
What do I write?
As if the only subject of both my affection and words were you for so long..
That I have lost the will to even set my inspiration on someone or something else upon
Too long I recall, to have forgotten everything
But how do I explain that I still long for
Not just the pretty words but the ardent storms you brought in my soul
Not only the smiles and showers of laughter I have borrowed from you
But also the tears of agony you’ve lent me
Written a lot about many other things for a decade
Stuck on you was this poet
After a whirlwind of love, the story we shared..
Written none of you
But all for you
And yet here I stand
Aching to write
A little about me and the world around
And you stand there smiling
As if you are what everything surrounds..
Incomplete as I’m
Incomplete shall this poem remain..
I await you and so the poem awaits..
Ignited is just one flame
Today upon glancing at you
after ages
I wonder if the poet in me loved you more than me
Betrayed I am by you,
By her
Forgotten is love
Forgotten is the entire Avenue..
Alone sits the writer staring at the empty sky
Alone mourns the lover
With no hope in her eyes..
Tag: silence
Life isn’t beautiful
Life isn’t beautiful
It’s just darkness all around
You smile for a while
Every time its taken away
You try to be happy
Right beside there sadness lays
You hold it, you lie down
You don’t even consider getting up now
Lying down there is comfortable
Being buried down under is not frightening anymore
You trust, you’re betrayed
You love, you’re heartbroken next
You think life will change
No it won’t
The cost of being strong
Is being hurt every other time
You cry yourself to sleep at night
You bleed without a cut in plight
You get up, you fall down
You thought you were lucky
At the one thing that happened right
Lying behind are a million lies
You told yourself
Things were never so bright
It’s a mirage you’ve created
For the desert of pain won’t let you live
You’re getting closer to it
The myth is broken
The last thread of illusion
you’ve been holding on to
Is now loose
You don’t have the strength
To hold on to it anymore
To see life eye to eye
Is exhausting now
Fighting this battle
Is invain somehow
No sign of victory
No reason to win
It’s just darkness all around
The silence
Tired of the chaos,
staring into the abyss
wanna run away
Somewhere, but where ?
You chase,
Chase the nothingness..
Only to be lost,
Lost in the nowhere
Nothing makes sense
But you can feel your own breath
Into the woods
Under the stars
Wrapped up in solitude..
This silence is beautiful,
This escape is meaningful.
The finer taste of Life 